I was so excited because my testing and interviews at CAT went wonderful. I thought I had it in the bag.
Boy was I wrong.
Got emails saying I wasn't selected.
I'm so sick of being without a job. I feel so worthless and like a failure because of it. Not too mention depressed.
I can't help support Dan or myself. I'm constantly stuck inside all the time and sometimes I even forget what fresh air actually is.
I'm scared that Dan is going to eventually get mad and worn out. I don't this to be something to jeopardize our relationship. I can't help but be scared.
I'm just so depressed. I honestly don't know what to do. I hate this town and lack of opportunities that come along with it.
I just wish I could be happy.
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